Bloody Hell. I was Ganked today.

Today had to be one of the scariest days in my life.

I was GANKED. Freakin' GANKED. Not by just a few people. It was like... THE WHOLE CLUB. Holy.

God knows, or even remember when and where in the world did I reveal so much information to my Biz Club seniors. Now I'm screwed. Totally! Cause some the "satellite dishes" got hold of these vital information and broadcast it ALL OVER the club. Apparently, it was the signal for the attack. And dude, massive it was.

Without warning, I was swarmed and verbally attacked with questions. It was horrendous. It's like being interrogated, by everyone I knew.

It all started, like usual, Rosalind and I were always bickering, and for some magical reason, she just went, "Libra Girl~! Libra Girl~!...." Disaster struck. There was NO salvation! Even my cousin got the slightest clue of my love interest. Oh Goody. There's more. I don't even know, or want to know how Kian Yet got hold of this info. Like what all standard satellite dishes, they broadcast the info they recieve to the world. Worse, he trying his very best to find out bout' her identity and even attempted to blackmail me sia!

Ok, so now MOST of the club members know my little secret, but I don't think they'll remember it. I hope. But Kian Yet...HAIZ, BIG problem. Massive headache. All I can hope for is that he was joking. Doing a really, really bad joke.

You're my Sunshine~

Yesterday, was a great day. Well, I think it's her. All cause I had the chance to look at her for a while.

Like every tuesday, she'll be in the same LT for H1 Econs, so I'll try my very best to stare across the LT to just catch a few glance at her. Well, yeah, few glances. I DO listen to lectures! So, after the 50 mins, I mostly won't get a chance to see her again that day. Apparently, not for that day. Not for that day.

After PE, I caught up with my Damai Classmates, and chit chat a little. Anyway the 4 of us were taking the same bus, and they were discussing the Econs and Maths test we had that morning. It was this moment, that something caught my eye. It was her. I'm rarely wrong LOL. Well, her classmates happened to be just a few rows away from us, and she was joining them. I was left breathless. Well I don't know, I may have asthma or something. While my classmates discussed, I was glancing at her lor. I'm not a pervert or anything, but ironically my facial shape don't agree. This is what She and our classmates from Damai said before, when we're still in Damai. Wow I remember this til today.

I cant type out the feeling I had when I was glancing at her. Cause I cant describe well for peanuts. Sadly, I dont know how to approach her. Afterall, we didn't communicate much, so we don't know each other that well. I'm shy, that's why. But it hurts there, and I just dont know why. Regardless of this weird pain, her smile just made my day, like always. Her smile would wipe out all of my fatigue, all of my unhappiness, all of my worries. For that moment, perhaps short, I felt wonderful. Cause I saw beauty. But it also occured to me that, this whole thing, may be doomed from the start. Reality and Time are very unmerciful. Do we have such opportunities to prove this wrong?

So this is what CNY is all about...

Well, been busy recently, so the post bout CNY was delayed. Sorry.

Erm, this year's CNY was around the same, except that it felt, or it lack, the traditional CNY spirt or atmosphere. This CNY felt like some 2 days worth of holiday to slack, catch up with school work, go around for angbaos.

Reunion dinner, or lunch in this case, was around the same. Ah Ma(Dad's side) cooked the same old stuffs, I ate the same old stuffs, met my cousins (This year Ah Gor didn't come, cause her eldest daughter was touring Australia, 2nd daughter downed with THE AVIAN FLU. Chicken Pox. The youngest son did came with Li Bei though, collected the ever early AngBaos, and slacked there lor. Small TV set, laid down / Old fashioned interior design, breeze, all checked. Perfect for slacking. And man, did it felt good.

The evening was reserved for my Ah Gong, Mom's side. So, beside from my Big Aunt who's always overseas during CNY, my other relatives came lor. The steamboat, was the like the same as last's year. In fact, every year. So, apart from that, there's this SMALL Bbq/grilling tray on some steamboat machine. Sounds weird, but it's like Bbq/Grill and Steamboat all in one pot, and I dont know the name of this marvellous mechanism. But seriously, this year's CNY eve lack kick. I acutally wasted the whole night playing GoW there. So it's like always, Jack lugging his Xbox/360 to someone's house JUST to use their TV sets to play games. Multiplayer games*.

Well, the only time I went out during the CNY was to a family friend, Guo Xiang Uncle's house. Like always, the others came too. Except some of children LOL. So not that I'm anti-social, game addicted or anything, but I wished I have had not listen my dear Mom bout' not bringing the 360 to his house. IT WAS BORING. Nothing to do, the adults just did their stuffs lor. Chit Chat, etc. In fact, I don't know what the heck they did there. The children, well played cards. I'm not a fan of cards. Les, Josh and I chit chat quite long, and I DO mean long, but relatively short compared to the adults. But to be stuck there for bout 10 hrs, with ABSOULTELY NO ACTIVITIES to do, I dozed off lor. Anyway it's freakin' boring. I can't seem to recall what activites we did there.

I don't know going to Ck's house was counted as a CNY house visit, but it's for a Bbq party. He got his whole family and relatives there, and yeah, the usual 4 (us). Ck, Den and Cle started the Bbq early, bout 12pm. Being a "responsible" OGL, I participated in the CSI: DNA trial. Well, it was boring, WnW exhausted me, so the whole CSI thingy, I was like a walking zombie. Serious. Damn exhausted sia.

So the OGL camp ended at bout 4~5, then I went home for a quick bath. Well I wanted to take a quick bath before going to Ck's, but apparently, exhaustion took the better of me. "POOF!", collasped on bed sleeping. Thankfully I woke up at 7pm+, so after gearing up, I left straight for his home. I took this opportunity to try out the new jacket which I bought just before CNY (Apart from during the last morning of OGL camp, I was FREAKIN' cold due to bathing in the morning with no heater). Like always, and for God Damn reasons like I care, my dear brother had to always "comment" on my dressing. I dont know whether it's just a casual remark, or strong critisism or sarcasm, but from the way he phrased it, it sounded like," Dude, you look f**king retarded like that. OWNED."

Heck him. I was wearing my jacket cause I was cold (OGL camp made me physically sick), and I wore my cap cause of bad hair day. I cant style my hair for peanuts. No styling instinct or talent in this case. But I did know something, I did'nt look like crap that day. Well apart from lookiing a little beng lah. But time was short! So anyway, when I reached there, it was like everyday in school. We just did the daily routine LOL. It stretched all the way til 12am. We got alot to catch up, you see. But anyway I tio attacked by the others bout "her" again. LIKE EVERYTIME. HAIZ damn sian. I regretted telling them. Wait, I was drunk when I told them! LoL bad joke. Bad joke.

One Cheer is not enough!
Two Cheers are not enough!
Three Cheers and Three Cheers to CK's mom!
HIP HIP HURRAY!
HIP HIP HURRAY!

Thanks for that AngBao. Although you did'nt have too.

'Massive' Blog Update Day

The days just came and left, time flew so quickly nowadays. With a blink of an eye, it's Chinese New Year's Eve already.

Let me see, what a "eventful" week we had:

1) (Happy) Valentine's Day
2) Total Defence Day
3) Chinese New year
4) Oh yeah, I just got my 360.

So, it's choked with events, and hell yeah, they're fun!

Total Defence Day
For Total Defence Day, well, it's like every year which they show some WW2 video, except the vids get more and more graphic, and darker as the years go by. Anyway the vid which was presented this year was, well a little Sadistic I must say. Showing of execution of Chinese POWs, displaying of severed heads, dead babies, mutilated bodies etc. Feels a little like GoW, and yeah it's sadistic.

CNY Celebration
For this year's CNY, I must say it rocked. Apart from the horrible fact that we're suppose to wear House Tee (Which is Black), awesome celebrations, performances. Thanks to all who helped in the MJC CNY celebration. You earned my respect. LoL.

The celebration was quite long, and the whole cohort was split into 2 groups, and this resulted in my class landing a spot at the front of the stage. The others were hushed into different LTs, and I THINK* that the performances were "beamed live" there. The hosts were ok, and that Malay lady wearing a CheongSam, whom I believe to be from Atlas, was a little over Enthu. Look Lady, we know you're hot/enthu/excited but to like sexualize the whole thing with dancing/flirting or whatever it's call, IT'S COOL HAHA. Her CheongSam spilt a little too high, I must say.

I didnt get horny though XD, mature liao. The House performances was great, though Miranda could have done a little better, the Chinese Cultural Society performed a nice skit bout life in MJC? But the performances which blew me away, was from the Malay and Indian Cultural Societies. They may originated from different race or religions or traditions, but to do such mind blowing, awesome and entertaining performaces, I just had to smile and rejoice. Their enthusiasm and heart warming performances just made my day. The Malays did some kind of "traditional" cheering act, and there's this plump lady who could just SING! The Indians had shown me the power of Indian Music and Dance moves. POWER! Speaking of dance, I remembered the dance did by the Dance Club. I met this girl, who well, erm kinda interested in the teddies which Biz Club sold (I was at the booth), who would had known she was from Dance Club...Man she could dance! The way she dance was so hot, that the roof could have been on fire!

I got my 360! Finally!
I got my 360 just a few days back, at Toa Payoh Courts. Well it's because I've seen the DOA4 pack there, and Toa Payoh is a nice place to go, so I went there to buy my 360 lor. The whole purchasing process was a little too long, haha, but it kinda showed me that Courts goes to extreme measures to attract customers, and safeguard and satisfy the customers' needs. The guy, Brandon, who did the whole purchasing process for us, was very professional I must say. Never failing to smile, was very friendly I must say, and this is one shining example of Good Service. It makes me feel proud to be in Biz Club Lol. I also recall, when my mom wanted to check the validity of the vouchers, he just did it, only to find out that they have expired, like for 13 days already. Anyway we finished the whole purchasing process (Invoice, warranty etc), but he suggested us to perhaps, change the DOA4 pack to the EA pack which was on sale. Well, being biased to Big Breasted Game Video Babes and not a great, big fan of EA Games, I stuck to my decision with the DOA4 pack. Anyway it was getting late, and I had school the next day.

And who could have forgot...Valentine's Day
This year's Valentine's Day is perhaps the most fun, yet most embarrassing one I had so far. Firstly, after attending the first lesson, I seeked permission to go home early due to some severe stomachache, thus being unable to pass the gift to my mortal (A game did by the 4th Student Council to promote FriendShip Day), and ahem. Pass my gift to her lor. Well after surviving 45 mins of Bus Trip back home (My parents were not sympathetic nia. "Sick ar? Come home now lor."), going to visit the doctor (The lady at the desk, she's from my primary school, and she praised me for taking few MCs. Wait til she hears the truth LOL), getting my MC. I proceeded back to school. Well, I had a Biz Club meeting at 2.30pm that day, and I had a gift to pass to my mortal, well so I just went back to school lor. They're not the main reason though.

Reaching school at bout' 2.15pm (I volunteered to help out at 1.45pm, but I got to see Doc nia, cant blame me!), everyone was going home with flowers. This indicates the end of the Angel & Mortal game. Screwed. Mortal! It's not that your Angel is lazy or what, it's just that, Angels DO need to take MCs every once in a while... So anyway, I went for the Biz Club meeting, which proved to be horrendous. Not that it was did badly or anything, but I was still sick. The Medicine was making me drowsy. Overtime, I lost my senses and collasped on the desk, sleeping.

By the time I woke up, it's 5.30pm. I took a while to recompose myself, and after some dragging around, I went to Perkcafe for a "secret" mission. Well, it took me a while to approach XJ to ask bout "her", and the MOST IRONIC THING I've ever heard is," Oh, She's not in school today. She's ill."

I was like....WTH? I came back to school in search for her, but she's resting at home. I made a wasted trip T.T, I wasted an afternoon T.T, oh well, heck it. Well God is making a fool out of me, cause things are not going smoothly for me with her. I think I'll need professional help for wooing, LOL.

Haiz, it's kinda torturing to have your emotions, logic, dual personalities fighting each other out over this issue. I never recieved a straight answer. I got a 'I don't Know'. Well I think for me to be so "direct", may have stunned or even shocked her, but to have the lack of relevant data, is little hard for me. Sometimes it makes me wonder, what makes me feel attracted to her. Life's full of questions, haiz XD

The simpler it seems, it gets more complicated.

Time flies when you're not noticing. Come to think of it, it's just a few months ago that I'm "mugging" for the Os, and now, I'm probably going to a JC. More Stress, more work, have no life for bout 2 years.

I got back my results today, and well I kinda expected this result, but some subject's grades just surprised me. Combined Humanities = A2. WOAH! Blew me away. And my English actually got a A1, kinda shocking. Well my sciences grades were kinda damping, cause I expected the most from them. Oh well, I admit. I took them for granted during the O level mugging period.

It would seem that I'm over obsessed with school spirit, afterall I'm one of the few who wore the school uniform there. Ok, not the whole uniform, cause it was to hot and "uncomfy" for me, so a PE shirt and long school pants. It's nice to see everyone again, and what I saw today blew me away. Yeah, the girls were beautiful, but what really, really blew me away, was her. Well, she stood out. Ok I'm biased, but heck it.

Til now, I cant just bring myself to just ask her out. Well, this may be due to low self-esteem, cause I admit, I'm not comfortable with everyone staring at me, crowds etc. Or maybe, I'm too business orientated. No confidence, no reliable data, all these equates to.... No decision made.

Today, well, was too crowded. And... It seems that this whole thing, was doomed from the start. Tomorrow? God Knows.