The Caption says it All

Well, here's a quick wish wishing my friends taking their O levels this year All The Best.
I vaguely recall it starts next week, but I doubt I'll come online next week, so I'll make do with an early wish.
By the way to XN, I admit I've forgetten that O level was coming lol =X
Anyway do wish Vince and Suyi All The Best too for me.
I wonder if they still remember me LoL.

And all the best for me for the 'A's. =3

Believe in Me, Who Believes in You (all)~!
(P.S Had to do the Kamina Reference)

It's really Stamina Draining.
Chem, Physics, Math, GP and especially Econs.
The last 3 weeks or so seem like a Marathon to me.

I'm more of a short distance sprinter, not a Marathon runner.

Jia Lat.

It's only 27 days away from the "A'" Levels,
Yet I'm not allocating my time efficiently for studying.
Studying is so hard,
Especially when there're so many anime(s) released recently,
And the Highly Anticipated Games which are bout' to be released in just a month's time.

My Eccentric Perceptions of Everything can only be matched by My Laziness.

Breaking Silence

Sometimes I just cant understand,
What in the world my parents are saying (or yakking in some cases)
They can appear to be "supportive",
But in the next moment,
They undergo a 360 degree change
to become a devastating weapon firing [sarcastic, doubtful, insulting...] comments faster then you can say :"What in the F**king World..?!"

Stinking Hypocrites.
Make up your minds.
That is why sometimes I'll say,:
"How to you have Faith in yourself, when even those who're suppose to be close to you dont believe in you?"

Faith, or confidence dont just appear out of nowhere,
but can only be given by others.
That is unless you choose to lie to yourself or have a bloody huge Ego.

I assume, that my Parents undergo such "drastic" changes with regards to my stagnating results (My results cant get any worse LAWL),
And I'm not taking much actions to salvage this situation.
People will say:
"Prove your Parents wrong with your actions [Lah]!"
But I'll say:
"It's my life, so why should I dictate my actions to meet their expectation?"
"I decide my Life."

Parent are not perfect creatures.
But this does not absolve them from all the (stupid) mistakes they've committed.
Sure my parents shower me with Love and Care through certain "actions"
But that's not what I want.
They do not have the slightest hint to what I really want.
I Smile, Joke , be Nice and keep my Silence,
But that does not mean I have Forgiven.

I condemn those who restrict my Freedom.

= o.O = Confession of a Zombiefied Soul = O.o =

The Prelims are comin' and I don't even feel a slight boost in confidence, let alone feel prepared for the upcoming papers.

It's possible that I'll expect mostly U(s) again, followed by Frowny Faces and the constant echoing of "EPIC FAILURE" in the deep bowels of my mind.
Ironically, when I see the letter U, I'm always reminded of a smiley face.

Constantly drowned in Confusion,
The mind is unable to comprehend the bits and pieces of Life,
[Friendship, Family, Bonds, Relationships~]
Let alone being able to fully assimilate and comprehend the vastness knowledge,
something which I shake my head in Regret.

The pursuing of Absolute Knowledge is akin to understanding the Mind of God =3

It's a long long good-bye

My Resolution:

I will move on.
I will stop wallowing in Self Pity.
I will work harder.

I must be selfish.
Cause trying to live to everyone's expectations
Is so frustrating.

Being different is not a Sin.
It's just that people seldom understand.

There's a little Dan Jansen in all of us.

You may fall down alot of time in the journey of Life,
And sometimes it's not good enough,
To just get up and continue running.
Especially when running in circles,
Cause you'll be forever trapped in the same spot,
Never to improve,
Doomed to fail.
Be different,
Run straight 0.o
That's when you'll truly see,
The difference
The results
The Answers

What's written above was what our Principal shared with us yesterday.
Heros have their fair share of Epic Failures.