The Void Within

Well, I'm a little "busy" and lazy to blog bout' my JC Orientation, but I THINK I'll post it up sometimes. Afterall it's fun.

I believe, although it's some kind of propaganda by the school, that at least I got some chance to actually enjoy some freedom. Geminis value their Freedom alot. And I DO meant alot. I'm thinking of whether to join in as an OGL (Orientation Group Leader) for the Orientation Camp after the 1st 3 months. A part of me is dying to join. Another, is reluctant, half-hearted.

I've met some WONDERFUL people, made some new, WONDFERFUL friends, but I still can't shake that feeling of emptiness inside me. I'm beginning to isolate myself from everyone. Not a bad sign. But, I just can't help it. It's like some evil Jedi using the evil "Force" to control my mind and actions. But I can't just shake it off.

Extreme Boredom? Lack of sleep? Lack of Porn? LoL that third part is some joke. A really cold one indeed.

So anyway bout' that being empty inside. I've many theories bout' that, but Heck, too much thinking is scary! But the thing is. Is it because of her? The more I think bout' it, the more confused I get.

Dude I SERIOUSLY wish that there's a Xbox360 and Gears Of War for me to indulge in now T.T, to curb me from thinking bout' this so hard.

A early message : Happy 1/17 Day ~ OneOneSe7en~ Halo rules my World! For now*