Sometimes when people try to get close to me,
I'll shun them away.
But when I try to get close to somebody,
why do I find myself shunning that person away from me?
"Maybe I'm not ready.
Maybe I'm just not worthy of the Queen.
Maybe I'm thinking of too much excuses to take any actions."
2 possible choices to decide from. And I cant, for Hell, decide.
It's not that I got a phobia of making decisions,
It's just that, I fear the consequences which come after them.
Some of their effects can be felt for life.
But that's not the problem.
The mind's in a whirl, everything's messed up
Doubts. Uncertainties. Dilemma.
They run amok in my Mind.
"What's in your mind?
Do you mind sharing?
I know I may be noisy,
but when I listen,
I'll jolly do well to listen intently,
with my heart,
because you're the one talking."
"I'm a little different from the guy you percieved me as."
Well, everybody changed. So have I.
But is it for the better?
Even I do not possess the answer.
How bout you? Do you have the answer I seek?
Bestow me Strength, Courage and A Will of My Own
