Bo Liao, Zuo Bo, Sian Ke Be Si.

This Friday was a really, really, really SHORT day. Well let me see, 1 MT lesson, 1 PE lesson, 2 GP lessons. And we're dismissed at 12.05pm. Hmm.

Anyway, someone from 07S208 suggested a CG lunch again, but sadly, the response was poor. My fears are starting to become a reality, cause the class is starting to separate into different groups. Mainly, I nicked them : OGLs, The Girls, The Guys and the Minority. Only 5 went for lunch, and the rest either went home, or had something on. Anyway the lunch went well.

After returning home, I had nothing much to do, so I went to take a nap, and who would have known that I'll sleep til 9pm.

Yesterday Khai and Haq came to my area via bike to bring his Controllers back. And we chatted for 3 hours straight LOL. Well I guess it's normal, cause everyone went their own separate paths and we wanted to catch up and remember the good old days. Yeah, I guess that's the case.

But there's this thing which has been bothering me deep down inside. Not Physically, but mentally, I guess. It would seem that insecurity would overcome me and such, and I lose faith in things which I believed in. It's like when Logic clashing with Instinct. Clash of the Titans. Yeah I admit, it makes me what others call, Emo, in some sense, cause I'll be quiet,tired ,give that Sian Sian look.

I think I know why I like Techno. It's cause the lyrics are short and simple, yet meaningful. To me at least. I love the richness of the Rhythms. I love the beat of the base. I love the speed .I love it when it makes me want to dance. I love the way the various sound mediums are synchronized together to form such beautiful Techno. I love it when it reminds me that, I can feel with my heart. Listen with my heart. See with my heart. Techno, best describes the way of How I view things. Simple Things made complicated. Simple reasons admist the chaos in my mind. This is how I view life. Appreciate and respect Life. Techno reminds me of how Life could be so simple, yet chaotic, and yet Melodious at the same time.

Recently, this lyrics from a Techno song which I have got somehow embedded into my brain. It sounds AWESOME.

I dont know when, I dont know how...
But I only know that one day, we'll be together again.
And I dont know when, I dont know how...
But I only know that one day, we'll be together again~!

Living Hell.

That's it. I've had enough. Just to come home everyday has been HELL for me. All thanks to this person who happened to be my brother. Damn, I sometimes wonder if he came from Hell or what.

When I come home, he has to make life difficult for me and stuffs. Dude, I just came back from JC at bout 7~8pm+. And I want to relax. You do your homework WHILE watching/ HOGGING the freakin' TV, I dont mind. I just use my com. But to make idiotic demands and expect me to give in to you, I'm giving Mom and Dad some face. Not you. Dont make me...

Please dont make it a mistake that I'll regret for Life.

Well, as Fate or luck have it, for all my lectures, my class for some magical reason was positioned behind or near her class. Yeah, I was busy listening to lecture and doing eye exercises LoL. But, it would seem that, we're both trying our very best to avoid each other. It's kinda ironic though, and I admit that will be my mistake.

While chatting with her via MSN (I cant speak to her face to face nia. I can't breathe.), something just got over me and I just confessed. Yeah, and it didn't stop there. I went on to ask stupid questions, cause she never gave me a clear cut answer. Not bout' starting a relationship cause I know it'll be too rushed, but somehow to get to know one another better? What to expect? I don't even talk to her often, and I don't know her well too! LOL?! Can't blame her though, cause how would you react if your classmate of 2 years you know nothing much bout' suddenly came confessing to you?

For the Couple Dance during the 2nd Orientation, I asked her for a dance. Not once, but twice, and twice I was rejected. First via SmS, and she phrased it so nicely XD. Second time, on the spot when I asked her when the Couple Dance was bout to start. It was hard for me nia, cause I had to time my breathing, "May I ?May I ?"

Yeah that's all I could come up with. Anyway she must had a shock when I just came over. She was blushing! XD XD XD, then she was like rushing me off or something. Thank God for Satiya and Amos for giving me an excuse to go over. I went away for a while, but I decided to be persistent, and...yeah she gave in, quite reluctantly =?. She gave me that "Grr" or Diaoz face, cause I'm not sure. I cant breathe when I look at her. Especially her Eyes.

The Rest, Felt like Magic. I held her hand. It was magical. The dancing part was a little weird and funny, cause firstly, we had little space. Secondly, She's not familiar with the dance. Thirdly, I "fell" head over heels. I lost coordination and the Rhythm to dance. Ah, I wished that it could last a little longer though, and...I hope, at least we can look at each other, and just say hi. And, have a little conversation together. I want to get to know her better.

Saying GoodBye to Teenhood...

Time sure flies fast, well particularly when you're having fun. 07S208 is a great class, like every other class, we have our jokers, muggers, tech-savvies, sweet and nice people and of course, the quiet ones.

Last Friday, 07S208 went out to West Plaze to have a CG lunch at the nearby foodcourt, Koufu, in an attempt to "bond" everyone closer to each other in the same CG, especially the OGLs who weren't together with us during the 2nd Orientation. The lunch was great, but...The other OGLs didnt exactly clicked with the CG. Except for Reuben LOL, a worthy adversary for Nintendo DS games. LoL, nice to see another who enjoys games as much as I do. So anyway after the lunch, most of them went home, except for a few of us, Wang Yee, Gao Min, Charles, Daniel and I went back to school to just laze around.

We had a great time chatting, well maybe I did most of the talking, Dan and Charles were still quite quiet. We played cards, Stress, and even Mass Dance! LOL! Leon and Eugene joined us too, and Eugene is a new friend made. LoL. We went to play basketball for awhile, and man, it's been a long time since I've played Basketball. Eugene's a pro BB player by the way, haha. After the BB session, Gao Min, Daniel and Charles went home first, so Wang Yee, Eugene, Leon and I went home together. And to my great surprise, Wang Yee stays around my area. And as a bonus, I met Wen Feng on the bus. LOL.

That day went great. I learned more bout 07S208, and bout' the others.



4E1 06', you guys will forever be in my heart. No matter where we are, we all live under the same sky... I do hope, that things between us can be resolved and be even better !

MJC Orientation Two~! The ceremony to embrace Adulthood

The 2nd MJC Orientation had just ended, but apparently, I was still in the OGL mood...Ushering my OG/CG into lecture halls. LOL~.

Well sadly, I lost my voice. Almost. First time in my life nia.

Ok, for Orientation Day 1, like always, the freshies came in lost, or those who're in MJC for the first three months stuck together with their friends. So being OGLs, we're told to usher them into the hall and into each respective OGs. So leading by examples, we did what we're told by the councillors, and I admit that I'm a slacker, but I'm trying to reduce the time slacking. So, I just held the PlyCard instead of running all bout' to usher Freshies in. CSI, well I was not a great fan of it cause it's kinda repetive and boring, but as an OGL, I did my best to act Enthu. I hoped it worked, cause it ain't easy. But then, some of the freshies clicked.

Orientation Day 2, MMM, apparently, it thought it was suppose to be fun, BUT, to my great disappointment, it just fell short of my expectations. I guess I demand too much liao. The OG were'nt enthusiastic bout the event, took their own sweet time to just walk around and talk and stuffs, I guess I can't blame them, cause I was doing the same too LOL. But hey, after circling Marina Bay, we're suppose to WALK all the way to Orchard UNDER the HOT sun in the HOT afternoon. Well I'm ok with that, but my OG seemed resilient bout' that idea, so I guess we're done with MMM LoL. Last group to return to HQ, and perhaps the only group to only finish 4 stations. The most funny thing bout MMM was, that Triton 8 was WAY faster than us.

Upon seeing them coming towards Matt's Station (Our Staton 2), I asked Rach, Triton 8's OGL if this is their second station.

Rach : No, this is our 3rd station.
Jack : .....*Whispers OMG, HOLY COWS?!*

Anyway Triton 8 was so unbelievably fast that they reached their 5th and last station before we reach our 4th station. Talk bout chiongsters...

For Orientation day 3, it was the best. Like for every MJC Orientation LoL. Cause I think that, most freshies LIKE TO GET WET AND DIRTY! Including me LoL, but I'm guai lah. So almost everyone went nuts during Wet and Wild, I went around attacking everyone with ICY COLD WATER from our MJC's ever lovely water cooler. Wah to see their reaction was damn satisfying nia. But this is only during WnW only. Everything was fun, and apart from the VICIOUS attack by OGLs and Councillors alike, everything went smoothly. My ears are still clogged til today =.=||

Campfire, was awesome, though many said that it wasnt as good as the 1st Orientation's. But hey! You GET TO ENJOY AIR-CON! The whole campfire felt like a disco, a ROCK CONCERT! Yeah BABY~! People were drumming all the way with pails and bottles, people cheering like there's no tomorrow. Haiz I wish for it to last longer, but the Couple Dance, I couldnt bring myself to ask her again. For I feel like I've sinned. I made her embarrassed, the whole situation awkward. It makes me feel, depressed. Wait, let me rephrase that, I felt bad. Very bad inside. But hey, I hope she enjoyed as much as I've. The campfire ended very late, and after this, Me, Aik, Ger and Alvin went to Mac at White Sand for "Dinner", and by the time we went home, it's 10pm+. Worse, we had school the next day.

Though Miranda didn't win Top 3 like we always do, I was quite pleased of how the people of M8, or 07S208 clicked together after the hard work did by us M8 OGLs. Well, I guess acting retarded, hyper, idiotic and caring does pay off. Although I did actually want to lose my voice due to excessive screaming during yesterday's Campfire.

I saw this at a classmate's blog, and I just cant help it but to post it here :
Love is a language spoken by everyone, but it is understood only by the heart.

So this is how the week goes

Monday:
On Monday, I had Mass Dance Practice for the 2nd Orientation next week, as an OGL. Well I'll be damned, cause I'm late for the Mass Dance Practice by 30mins. I tend to sleep like there's no tomorrow during breaks.

So the practice was awesome, I was dancing like a whacko/retard, and I enjoyed it alot. But this is not the case for most OGLs...We also learnt some new cheers, but I've forgotten most of them haha, it seemed that I can't remember things for nuts.

The practice ended late, and adding the amount of time spent to run back to MJC, look for my lost keys, retrieving it, and waiting for the bus.no 58, bathing and preparing my stuffs, I reached Ger's house at 4.30pm. Obviously, the others were pissed. Haiz. So for the rest of the day, they took turns to suan me bout Christ lor. Damn sad sia, I always wonder how did it spread OUT DE -.- -.- -.-

That was my first time to Ger's house, and man, did it looked B-E-A-U-TI-FUL! Yeah, it's small and so on, but the interior design is pretty. But not my type LOL =P. Me, Mau and Den spent hrs there watching Resident Evil : Apocalypse, setting up Ger's laptop, "rescuing" Ger's Desktop Computer, installing all other "necessities", it getting late. Mau's mom cooked dinner, so he went home first. Ger then brought me and Den to one of his frequently visited coffee shop for Western Meal. Well Ger claimed it's value for $ and taste good, but my Fish n Chips cost $4.50, and look/tasted a little burnt. Anyway, I'll respect his decisions. I spent the remaining hours of thta Monday having a stomachache/cramp of sorts.

Tuesday:
LoL, Mau, Den and Me went to Ger's house again, on the purpose to "Fully Utilize" his condo's facilities. And yeah, to work out too. Like always, I got suan-ed bout Christ and stuffs again, so I just went,"Yeah Yeah." or just laugh coldly for most of the day.

That day, we went to pia Gym, and I was actually commented to have bigger biceps and firmer stomach/abs than Ger(NCC sia). I almost laughed of my socks. To tell you the truth, I prefer Gym to exercising outside. Firstly, you have the radio. Secondly, you have all the equipments and instruction guides. Thirdly, you get the Air-Con. Beat this! After Gym, well we kinda went on our separate ways. I went to swim, while the others went for basketball and tennis. So, swimming was exhilarating. To be able simulate weightless-ness, to be able to temporarily forget all my worries, to GET WET! Swimming rocks, though I spent most of the time in the Spa Pool HAHA. So after that, we went back to Ger's apartment and I went to browse the net, while they went to the toilet located at the Club House to bath. Best part of the day, is to eat what Ger's Mom cooked for us! Curry~! Man was it AWESOME. But too much Coconut Milk liao, the Curry was WHITE.

Wednesday:
Ger,Den and Mau came to crash my house. Done =)

March 07 Holidays. Sunday - Day 1

well, ok. Here am I, posting/complaining bout stuffs again.
So anyway, this is a flashback of how my week went so far...

Ah this is bullshit. Chucking aside the fact that being nice & friendly and invite 4E1 to a movie outing does not pay off, which resulted in being ridiculed badly, giving the guys a f**king excuse to come "Gang" up and suan me, the whole day went pretty well. Yeah, scrapping the movie outing, me and some friends went for the IT show instead. For magical reasons which I do not know of, Den, Ger and Mau HAD finished touring the whole IT show, and then came to City Link Mall to meet me and Zap at 2.30pm. And after that, we went to the IT show. Again for the trio.

Ger,Den and Mau went first to the exhibition, pang-seh-ing me at MPH (I happened to be interested in books.), leaving me to wait for Zap to arrive all alone. Anyway, me and Zap took a total of 40 mins to just reach the Window Booth located at the 3rd floor. Yeah, you've heard me right. 40 mins. It was really, really jammed packed. There's also signs displaying something bout the IT show is fully packed blah blah~, please come back in an hr. Heck it, me, Zap and Den (He met us at the Window booth) toured the 3rd floor, taking a better look of Window's Vista OPS, diao-ing at kids hogging Gears Of War(Xbox360 Game Booth) and Dotz-ing at kids hogging PS3s Game Booths.

So anyway, we went to look for Mau and Ger who're both browsing for laptops. By pure coincedence, we met Stacey and Lingmei at the IT show. Not once, not twice, but three times. Talk bout small world LoL. There's nothing much to talk bout the IT show, price slashing everywhere, litter everywhere, people everywhere. I can't breathe, see where I'm going. So, yeah. That's how IT show was to me. After Ger bought his laptop (with some help from Mau), we went to the 6th floor to browse for external hard disks. Being a console fan, seeing PS2/Xbox360 thrills me, so I got pang-seh-ed again at the booth. So I toured a little on my own, apart from sticking at Sonic Gears' booth for it's heart-thumping Techno/Dance music, I didnt remember much. So time flies fast when you're at crowded places, by 5+pm, all except Ger and Den were sitting outside the convention hall to just laze around. And to oogle at girls. LoL, I didn't do too much though. No mood LOL. So getting back straight to the topic, Ger spent 3 hrs to pay his hard disk. Yeah 3 hrs, cause of some malfunction or system crash. So, people had to queue A LOT LONGER to pay for their items.

Finally at 8+pm, we went for dinner at BK located near Marina Square, cause we're walking in circles for bus no.196, and we're too hungry to move. So we went to BK, after Long John's announced that," WE'RE CLOSED." After dinner, some of us were still famished. Can't blame us, cause we're undergoing puberty~. We took the MRT back to Bedok for supper, except for Mau, who had to return home for Fish n Chips. So the remaining few, Zap, Den, Ger and me got some cold desert and just chit-chatted. Felt kinda fun~ XD. Anyway, Ger went home by 11.15pm, and the three of us remaining took
228 back. Den reached home by 12am, and me and Zap were still talking LOL. We got off, walked around, up and down and finally settling down at a Void Deck to talk. We talked all the way til 1am+. LoL, we had alot of things to catch up, and he's one of the few whom I can communicate freely and easily. And to a certain sense of Maturity. =)

First time, that I feel the need for a listening ear.

For today's posting, not to mention that I was late for OGL meeting at 7am, I was surprised that I woke up at 6am, survived almost the whole morning without a single trace of caffine in my blood.

Anyway, most of my CG mates remained in MJC, including those who were like they were so certain of going to ACJC, TJC, and the remaining few were stuck in some other JCs. I've heard MJC's cut off point has dropped to 10 this year, but I didn't notice how serious the consequences were until I found out so many of my friends can't qualify for MJC. I'm lucky to qualify and remain in MJC. Excluding this idiotic friend who was so certain that he'll enter TJC (With 10 pts), that he only entered TJC as 1st choice. The other 11 choices were left blank. So now he's appealing in...From Yishun JC. No offence to Yishun JC though.

Recently, I'm having a streak of depression. Yeah, you've heard right. For God Damned Reasons I do not know of, I feel exhausted (maybe from insufficient sleep), empty and yeah, depressed. Damned! For a guy to feel depress is like to question his gender LOL. But I just can't help it. Geminis, they come in pair right? Or it's like what I speculated. Geminis are born incomplete. Many spend their life searching for the other half. So I assume this is what gives us Geminis the Drive, or even purpose to live on. Sad Sad. This is what Life is all bout'.

Time and Time again, every dinner, has to end.

Tomorrow will be the day where we, the 'O' level graduates will know where we'll be posted to.

Though', it won't be as heart-stopping as the 'O' level results release, it's still...kinda sad.

Through the 3 months in JC, I've met great people, beautiful people, geniuses, jokers, people who are self-high, and also like always, weird/horrible/God damned people. But those are of the minority. I love my JC, and I like the people there. Mostly.

So to wherever you people are posted to, please do remember that Friends, will be Friends for ever, regardless of the different path we'll head down in Life. May you all love, and be loved.